It's January...so much for off to a good start

Okay, this will be my very first post without a picture...we'll see how that goes. I'm sure most of you have heard that I went from a wonderful school environment with my job, to a different school. They--you know...they--told me that I was changing locations the Wed before break. I was unhappy about the way they approached it from the beginning, but managed to keep a positive outlook by somehow convincing myself this was for the best. HA! If the Lord works in mysterious ways, this is a prime example. I am very unhappy where I am now. I don't know how long I can hold things together. I was doing all right when work was enjoyable, but now...I am so frustrated by the time I get home I can hardly deal with my own children. I fear they will suffer because of this. They already are asked to endure a lot, they shouldn't have to worry about Mommy blowing up if things don't go just so. Right now, my short term goal is to last till Spring Break. I'm currently looking for a new job--so if any of you know something I could do that would work around my kids school calendar, please let me know--but don't know what else to do. My mom and dad would like me to move to ABQ. I'm making a list of demands that I'm hoping will be just too much, but they seem to really want us there. I guess I've reached another crossroads. We'll see how this turns out.